Everything back but you

Today was the worst day, I went through hell, I wish I could remove it from my mind. Two months away from you but I couldn't tell...I thought that everything was gonna be just fine...
The post card that you wrote with the stupid little note something wasn't quite right about it. It smelt like cheap perfume and it didn’t smell like you! There is no way you can get around it because you wrote: I wish you were her, you left out the e , you left without me and now you're somewhere out there with that bitch slut psycho babe, I hate you, why are guys so lame? Everything I gave you, I want everything back but you.
You first tried to tell me all along that you weren't the right one for me. My friends tried to tell me to be strong I bet you didn't think that I would see. The post card that you wrote with the stupid little note but something wasn't quite right about it. I'd want to see you cry like I did a thousand times.

Now you're losing me .